Not mutch babys are born in the heaven because there are so many souls coming from the earth that the only child that are able to be born in the paradise become the keapers. The keapers are a 100 angels trained to be the elite soldiers of the heaven. We swear on the sacred sword of St-Gabriel that we will always protect the heaven no matters what happen. So I am considered as a treator to the heaven. That how my human life began.
I used to be with them. Up there in the sky. Like every of the keapers I came down here to keap a eyes on the mortal, to make sure evrything was fine here. My job was to keap the heavent safe and to make shure that satan would not try to take down the pradise again.
But one day as I was looking over the human I saw this awsom girl. I could'nt belive what I seen. So I did somthing that was against one of the highest law. I did somthing that cost me my imortality. For this I am condemned to live a human life and when I will die I wont have a second chance to go to the paradise, I will go to hell. This is the punishment for every of those who cut their wings. I thought it worth it. So I came back to earth hoping to find the perfect girl for me. You know... When people say they are souls mate they dont undersand realy what it mean, 2 real souls mate will be in love and bounded together for ever and even after death. This is somthing I sa when I was my old self I and I thought I had finaly found it. At first we were so happy, everything was perfect. I had never experienced a human life before since I was borned in heaven so It was all new for me.
Not long ago the girl I met a girl, a girl so nice so cute I realy felt somthing for her but at the moment I was about to make a move whit her the girl of my life came back and told me that she was still loving me. So I came back whit her. But when I think about the other girl I feel bad because I think she realy felt somthing for me and she must be thinking that I tryed to use her, but I didint it was all a coincidence. I realy felt somthing for her.
And every days I see what the human realy became and I am ashamed of the creation of god. They are killing each other, stealing from each other and they are destroyin they world. We should erase evrything and start back. Recreate this world with the angels. Human being does not deserve to have a world.
I realised that the girl I loved was long gone. She wasnt the girl I first met, the girl I fell in love with. I know that some might think that I'm a ass hole but I had to let her go. So I left her at a show, told her it was over and this time for good. This night was our last end. So I'm alone again, still wondering a way to get my wings back and to save this kind. But I realy start to feel that I failed on every step I too in my life.